blah

Yeah obviously we were losing as the audience could see.

From the moment the 3rd speaker of the negative team

standing to deliver his speech, we already know it.

While I tried to distract their 2nd speaker when she convincely stated that my points were wrong, I waved my hand up.

Asking for a POI.

But still, she voiced out 'Decline's.

What the F-ing F ?

HAHAHA.WHAT? Okay okay.

Well these are not the reasons why I write this at this very moment. Yea, we lose.

Of course. But that was not the main point why Im writing this.

Im just annoyed. Of being annoyed.

Seriously dude. Have you ever been the subject

of what someone is annoyed of? I mean without you knowing what the reasons are? Mannn, its totally, i mean freaking f-ing wonderful.

You havent? C'mon try it. I bet you, you'll find the greatest temptation to try it summore.

Annoyed. Yeah.

pointing out some points.

they dont know how painful i was hurt

they dont know how long ive been pretending

and they dont know why i keep keeping all these inside me

they know nothing

they just can sit as in they're in a theatre watching a play

will freaking laugh their lungs out when it comes to the hillarious part

and pathetically wipe their tears seeing the downs in the play

and so i knew

people keep breaking promises

why is it so hard to stick to something?

cant everything stay permanent?

I dont simply change my mind on those freaking huge things

yes,i might've changed

but im still me , the same fatien amirah like who i was when i was 15

i just have been screwed to some things,this thing.

temporarILY.

see the hidden meaning?

i found this and I dont know why.

but i somehow ignore it

because i trust you, like seriously,

i mean it,i trust you.

Don't get my point?

Great.

That's the point.

Driving test - I passed! Woohoo!

yeah actually dah lama event ni berlalu. :)
lambat pulak. ahh suka ati aa kan. hehe. oh the driving test on friday January the 29th.
nombor giliran : 13
session : 1

huh, awal kot kalau org ke 13. ahh cuakcuak.
on the way ke tempat test tu, driver tu (oops sorry aa abg, tak tau aa lu punye nama) singgah kat petronas sat nak isi NGV kot. then bila nak gerak dia gi sadaikan van kat tepi jalan. huh, rupanya ade prob sikit. tah, air tumpah. kot laa. tak paham pun sbnrnya pe masalahnye kan. (haha). then kena tunggu kot, van yang lain smpai. time tu dah dkat 8:30 a.m. smpai je van yang lain (van baru sikit) terus je driver tu pecut. and bertambah kecut aa perut aku.

ohh org sgt ramai and we guys dah terlepas sesi taklimat kot. so, terus start aa test. sekali aku punye nombor giliran bertukar. dari 13 ke 11. ohh no,, sengal aa spe yg takde tu. eh jap jap,,11? oh patut aa cam kenal. my jersey number kot time hk zon hari tu :)

the time has come. good thing masa tu belum panas terik lagi kat litar tu. ohh, saya sangat kagum dengan diri saya *riak sebenarnya ni. i did all things yg dekat litar tu all about smoothly. haha. proudproud. time kasih encik JPJ! haha.
so scr automatik nye aku passed aa ujian litar :) sgt bangga.

th next was on the road. alhamdulillah aku dapat road A! nasib bukan B kalau tak akan kantoi aa kat jalan nak masuk pekan tu. HAHA.
"oh. selamat pagi encik" Wan Aizuddin nama dia (:
"ha buat aa pe yg patut." ohh, garang gak mamat ni. so aku buat aa, check honk, wipers, lampu, signals etc etc. then aku jalan.
HAHA. silly gila bila nak kelua gi jalan A tu, baru aku sedar aku tak pakai seat belt!!
"em kejap, encik. saya tak pakai seat belt ni" nasib baik dia okay. HAHAHA. malu kot.

*grrr aku kantoi kot bab bab nak tukar tukar gear ni. haish.
tgk markah 17/20. and semua kesilapan aku mesti tang gear gear. tu pun nasib baik tak de mati engine. pheww.

"hey, I passed"
"tahniah tahniah, pasni boleh bawak aku gi jalan jalan"
:)

emm, yet masih tak boleh kalahkan my cousin. kalau comp test dia 48/50 and aku 47/50, yang test JPJ ni beliau 18/20 and aku 17/20.huh.
pulang ke rumah dgn my uncle,,and menunggu keesokan hari dgn :))

The First Entry

Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim. Whahaahah Fatien ada blog lah!HAHAHA. Thanks to seorang hamba Allah ni yang perkenalkan aku dgn blogger.
Betapa kunonye saya HAHAH *ishishish*. Actually malas lah nak mmpunyai blog because well, kenala selalu update benda ni and seperti membebel pun ada HAHA. Tapi,em takpe. Bak kata org tak kenal maka tak cinta *wootwoot jiwengs*. First, I belajar dulu how do people post blog, how do they manage their blogs and etc etc.. So, utk for the very first time, of course lah tak byk yg aku tau, so mmg terlalu byk la kelemahan yg dpt dilihat ye rakanrakan :)

Emm well, today's Balqish's birthday. She's 18 now. Oh my my my how time flies so fast kan. Tak lama lagi aku la pulak and rakanrakan yg lain hahaha. And hari ni juga is my family's first visit- melawat adik perempuanku di Maahad Hamidiah. Wahaha dah seminggu dia kat sekolah agama tu. "Mcm mana lah eh rupa dia dalam 'ustazah' version?"fikirku di dalam hati. HAHA. but petang tu juga baru aku wish Balqish. sgt lambat *duhh. And, my aunt from Johor dtg with her daughters and her grandson. That was the first time I saw the kiddo! God cute gilaaa and gilaa fair kulit dia! *wahh jealous gila aa. They spent one night kat rumah and the next morn we sent them naik bas utk pulang ke Johor.

HAHAH. tak reti lah! *jap, tak reti ape huh? duhh, sgt kekok kot menulis blog. From the very first I heard of Blogger ni, aku fikir cam wah, gilaa tiada privacy. You know,ini kan semacam our everyday journal. So bila di'post' samalah kita jadikan kisah hidup sbg public reading material.huh?? Tah, pandaipandai lah masing2 jaga hidup sendiri kan kan.

Fatien A.